You can call me Wonder Woman
Friday, April 2, 2010
Nothing to report. Second day of my holidays, just as boring as the first. I want to die. Kill me now.
*slaps self* be done with it already.
Yes I want school. I hate school but I want school. I like learning, purely that is my only attachment to school liking. I hate teenagers, I hate assignments, I hate high school bullshit, I hate highschool drama (a.k.a smaller level of bullshit), I hate teachers, I hate uniform (though in my school it's barely a uniform and much better than fucking WAC or PAC), I hate not being able to where my converses (at least not without getting destroyed by a teacher.), I hate Brandstater (Bitch of a fat "oh my bad knees but I can climb ladders" Entertainment teacher), I hate waking up on monday morning, I hate being tired all.. the fucking... time, I hate the Chaplain who follows me (and everyother year 11/12 kid) around hoping we will open up to her..., I hate doing sport for 3 hours when I could be sleeping, I hate that if I don't do sport I will not graduate, I hate half days on the week A timetable because I have an extra period (I said Brandstater was a bitch), I hate half days when my mother can't come get me, I hate half days where I have to wait 40 minutes for a bus then walk because my mother can't come get me, I hate catching my extremely early afternoon bus and the little shits sneaking on before the seniors. I hate the same insanely full bus (like it can't fit everyone on most times), I hate then getting off and walking up my street which is on a slight hill which kills me with my folder I have to carry, I hate then the next day deciding to catch a later bus and having to wait for it, I hate it alllllllllllllll.
I'm sure there is more, but bottom line, I love learning but you learn at school so I go to school. I hate school but I want school because I learn there and I love my friends but that's about it. But my life is busy, always. School is busy, especially being a senior and I can handle it, but I can't handle being busy busy busy and then bored for two fucking weeks. I can't handle boredom and being idle as it is. But going from that to this is like killing me. IT'S ONLY BEEN TWO DAYS!!!
*slaps self* be done with it already.
Yes I want school. I hate school but I want school. I like learning, purely that is my only attachment to school liking. I hate teenagers, I hate assignments, I hate high school bullshit, I hate highschool drama (a.k.a smaller level of bullshit), I hate teachers, I hate uniform (though in my school it's barely a uniform and much better than fucking WAC or PAC), I hate not being able to where my converses (at least not without getting destroyed by a teacher.), I hate Brandstater (Bitch of a fat "oh my bad knees but I can climb ladders" Entertainment teacher), I hate waking up on monday morning, I hate being tired all.. the fucking... time, I hate the Chaplain who follows me (and everyother year 11/12 kid) around hoping we will open up to her..., I hate doing sport for 3 hours when I could be sleeping, I hate that if I don't do sport I will not graduate, I hate half days on the week A timetable because I have an extra period (I said Brandstater was a bitch), I hate half days when my mother can't come get me, I hate half days where I have to wait 40 minutes for a bus then walk because my mother can't come get me, I hate catching my extremely early afternoon bus and the little shits sneaking on before the seniors. I hate the same insanely full bus (like it can't fit everyone on most times), I hate then getting off and walking up my street which is on a slight hill which kills me with my folder I have to carry, I hate then the next day deciding to catch a later bus and having to wait for it, I hate it alllllllllllllll.
I'm sure there is more, but bottom line, I love learning but you learn at school so I go to school. I hate school but I want school because I learn there and I love my friends but that's about it. But my life is busy, always. School is busy, especially being a senior and I can handle it, but I can't handle being busy busy busy and then bored for two fucking weeks. I can't handle boredom and being idle as it is. But going from that to this is like killing me. IT'S ONLY BEEN TWO DAYS!!!
7:20 AM.
